“…has died" | accepting | @likesknowingthings && @esorbitanza

his heart feels like it’s going to FALL out of his chest like he can’t catch his breath. everything feels like it’s broken like nothing sits right in his mind. he wonders briefly wonders how lorelai is taking such news but he can’t wrap his mind around the fact that she’s gone. rory’s GONE. how can rory be gone? he REFUSES to believe it. 

it doesn’t hit him until so much later, while he && lorelai sit in the living room going through rory’s baby book, that she’s gone. that she won’t be walking through the front door again.